I'm a Russian from Ukraine border. Stuck in India now and really need help.

Hello to everyone. My name is Aleksandr, and I am appealing for everyone, who will read this, hope it will reach some helpful audience. 🙏📖

I am Russian citizen, 27 y.o. now, born and raised in Rostov Region, which is at the very Ukraine border. My hometown, Taganrog, is 1 hour away from the Mariupol, the Ukrainian city, well known for being bombed into pieces by Russian army.

I escaped my country in the beginning of the Ukraine war and came to India. I do not support this war, and don't want to die for some politicians' ambitions.

I am currently stuck here, and I need some help. Very badly. I hope you will understand, after reading my story.

I was living in West Bengal for couple years, more or less peacefully(got student visa from there), but one day I got robbed - someone stole my backpack with all my documents inside of it. My passports, phone, everything was gone.

Russian leader of the community there told me I have to get out. He called my parents so they send money for my flight tickets, so I can fly back, explaining to my mom that it is a criminal offence if I stay here with no valid docs, but she refused to help with that. She said "Well, I have exact same amount youre asking from me, but I keep it safe for the case of family emergency. I will not send anything. Love you, son." - and hung up the phone. I always had bad relationships with my family, but that just killed them. Since I could not leave immediately, the russian guy decided to call cops on me. I was forced to just leave in a hurry, and after some attempts to get help here and there, I came to New Delhi, India's capital.

Worst time of my entire life, to be honest. I had no money, no help, no documents, nothing. I lived at the New Delhi railway station, because I could not possibly get any hostel there or any room without documents - even if I would have money, no hostel or hotel allows me to check-in. So i had to sleep there every night, in the sleeper class waiting room, platform 1, New Delhi Railway station, at paharganj. Taking bath in their bathrooms, washing and drying my clothes there, and so on... I came to Delhi hoping to get help from my Russian embassy - as you can understand, nobody gave a damn about me there. I wanted to make new passport, but it requiered money, which I did not have. They did not care about where I live, how I eat, what is happening and so on. Even they could not just deport me for free - there was no such option. Only I had to collect money on my own, by some way. Either for flying back, or for the new passport and stuff.

I was going outside almost every day, as much as my fragile health allowed me, was coming to the center of Delhi, Connaught Place, where people with money come to shop. It was near the station anyways. I was sitting there and trying to get help feom people. I took a piece of paper and wrote on it that i need $ help with my documents and I was sitting at Connaught Place trying to get something done. Some people would help with a bit, and I used to give them some small books in return. I hated the idea of just sitting there and begging, so at least I could give them something in return. As you can understand, without documents I was not only unable to rent any place, but any kind of job is also unavaliable in that case. I did not want to engage in some stupid hit like drg dealing, cause Ive seen these scumbags near the railway station, and I did not want to associate w them. I was getting little donations when I used to go out, but it was most of the time just enough for the food, meds and other basic needs, and I was not able to save for my docs for a long time.

I was having some mental health problems even before all these things started to happen with me, but living this kind of life just made it 100 times worse. I am struggling with very accute adhd now, executional disfunction, based on constant overwhelming stress and depression. Thats what I can understand myself. I was diagnosed only with anxiety disorder, in Delhi, LHMC hospital. But I think that young girl doctor did not really understand the problems I'm facing. I would really really like, and need to get proper diagnosis and therapy. I am struggling a lot.

I can't fall asleep at night, and my digestion is utterly wrecked. I can only eat every alternate day, or often one day out of 3. I constantly feel depressed, and feel lack of energy always. I lost a lot of weight. I am 6ft7 tall, and I weight 140 pounds now... (200cm and 64 kg). And I'm in my worst shape in my life. I feel like i will just die slowly, if nothing will change in my life. I have other health issues I did not disclose here.

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